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I need you, I'm for you
I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything alright
- Mandy Moore's Cry
Fuck the world, fuck everything else.
I'm such a fucking asswipe failure.
I do not belong here, do I?
Flucked everything except English. Gorgeously done, bitch. How am I ever gonna tell mom & dad? Ugh. I'm so pissed with myself now. It's not the time to regret & cry over it. >=
It's 730 now & mom & dad are still not home. Dinner is ready but no one's going over to the dinner table. I'll probably grab a bowl & back into the study, in front of the computer screen. I'm waitng for Mainey to come online. I'm looking for someone to talk to, let my dejected heart out. I don't know what's wrong with me. I realised school & friends are still ever so competitive. I'm so tired of hearing all these words that are said without a meaning. Sigh, I guess I was thinking a little too much. I'm feeling sleepy, as usual. I'll probably eat dinner, do lit & sleep. Sigh
School was boring, as usual. But thank God Sass & Yj was there to keep me entertained, at times. That two lovebirds are so funny. Sweetalk sure do need pearls :) Did Maths & English. Brought my crossword puzzle book to school & did quite a lot. Shangari, Bestaye & Yj did too, haha. Stayed in the whole day, did work, checked papers & all.
Went straight home after school. Blast the mp3, thoughts keep running in my mind. Sigh. Got home. Maid didn't cook fried rice, she fried Gyoza & chicken patty for me. No appettite either. Sat down, did some work & used the comp for awhile. Baby texted me @ 315 & I went down to meet her. Went to the library, returned my books. I don't like the books la, ha. Sharing Sam is with Bestaye or Shyan. The both of them really love that book. It's really nice luh. It's about two best friends liking the same guy. Best friend 2 has got some illness & is gonna die, so best friend 1 let best friend 2 have the guy 'cos she wants her to be happy on her last days. So yeap, really touching story, I heard. Borrowed Honey. Baby. Sweetheart. & Grace Happens, two novels. Then went down to Guardian 'cos baby wanted to get ______. But we couldn't find it anywhere so went up to Watson's then back down to Cold Storage. Couldn't find. To the forth, baby & I had a tinywiny dispute. I left without saying, into my piano class. When I came out, baby apologised :) I asked her where did she go while I was in there & she said this, "I went to look for ______ but don't have. So I want to look for a I'm Sorry card but sadly, all don't have. I went to look for roses, but all fake one. Nabei." <- She's still as unrefined, I've told her a lot of times. -.- But anyhows, she was sweet & definitely sincere in her apology. Though she can't find the card & roses. Sat at the quiet corner & hugged a lot. Baby, thanks for everything. Thank God I still got you. Kisses. Ha, just went we were about to leave & baby wanted to carry me, Leisha, Kelly, Anne, Wenfeng & Gina walked pass. Omg they thought that we did scandalous stuff, but no. Ha, silly beanies! So walked baby to the train station exit & went home. Sugar, thanks again. I don't know what's gonna happen if I was to be without you. We'll work hard together okie? Huggies.
Just had dinner. Mainey called me up last night & we talked for awhile. Gonna talk again later on. [: Godma's at my place now with some guy. I don't know what is it for, but acks. Can't be bothered. I'm doing my English, gonna do a little of Literature later. And baby's waiting for me to finish blogging. Silly thing. [:
English worksheet needs the dictionary, so annoying.
RAH but I promised baby I would study hard. >:(
We already got things planned! Which is good, I thought. Baby offered to teach Qiaos, Mich & Sassy too. (: We'll study triple harder than before.
3 more days to 20th [:[:[: !!
15 more days to 1st :]:]:] !!
Happywappy.
I love you.
(break it off boy, you got me feelin' naughty./)
<3.
6:37 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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